Saturday, 31 October 2009

The Competition has begun!

I weighed mysef at exactly 12:01 am and was 138lbs. This morning I arose and I have lost exactly 1lb! It is not anything major, but I intend to have hit the 120s by the time this competition is over!

All hail "embracing beauty" for coming up with the idea! Or even just posting it on on the internet. I fully intend to use this to strive towards my goals.

Well I'm working at the petshop today, so I reckon it wont be too hard for me to work through lunch, plus I'll be on my feet/doing physical work most of today.

Yesterdays calorie intake was around 800. Not too bad... but it was all carb based. I'm going to slowly cut the carbs out, I can feel them on my hips and thighs. I'm going to my nan's house today, and I know she'll have cooked a massive meal - so I'm going to fall asleep :D

Its not exactly an ingenious plan, but it'll work. I'm fantastic, what can I say :P.

I'll make 250 today's absolute limit. I'm going on a liquids fast for the next 3 days. Then I'll have a day of 500 calories, then I'll fast for a further 3 days. I can feel thin approaching. If I am forced to eat, I will eat 1/4 of what I am given, or a piece of fruit.

Thin is what I strive to. I want to show everybody that I am strong. I want to show them that it doesn't matter how many times they knock me down, they will still become envious of me.

I want to be the girl that turns heads when she walks past. I want to be the girl that all of the girls love yet envy.

This is not an eating disorder. This is a way of life.

Think thin ladies, and remember: Twigs Can Fly.


Friday, 30 October 2009

Not so bad so far...

Well I'm not doing too badly so far, I've only eating 170kcal, and I'm not feeling hungry.

Hopefully this'll keep up. All I want is to be thin enough so that guys can pick me up and spin me around without hurting their backs.

When I'm thin again, I know that everthing will be okay.

Think thin girlies, and remember: Twigs Can Fly :)


What I'm All About... TwigsCanFly :)

My name is Hazel and I'm a Fat Bitch.

I'm 16 years old, 5 foot 8 1/2, and 138lbs. I eat too much - honestly.
Being turkish it's slightly hard not to; it sounds a terrible excuse, but from now on I wont let it get in my way. Restriction is the key. Thin I shall be.

I'm going to count down, do it as a reward. Every goal I reach, I'll allow myself to do something which makes me happy. I'm not sure what in far advance, but goal number 1:

135lbs. Reward: A stretcher for my ear.

Rules: Once I have reached that goal I must wait two days, to ensure it isn't water weight. If after the two days I haven't put the weight back on, then I can cross of my goal and get my reward.

Sound fair?

Today I shall eat no more than 1250 calories. It does seem a stupidly large amount, but if I commence heavy restrictions right away then my body will cling on the the parasitic fat I'm putting into my body.

And I must do a minimum of 500 conditioning. Conditioning being sit-ups, press-ups, V-sits etcc.

I'm going to do this :D

Love you all dears; remember Twigs Can Fly!