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Monday 4 April 2011

Collapse vs Revealing Myself

Well liquid fasting saw me collapse at the weekend, which was not very fun. My doctor said I have to eat at least breakfast. So I ate a fry up. But I have also taken 12 laxatives and am in pain because of it. I hate laxatives and I hate the fact that I'm due on my period, and I hate eating. So I'm not going to take my doctors advice. I'll eat today, about 1600, then go back to liquid fasting. All of this nonsense has put me up to 137lbs, at least it's a pre-period weight, but still. I should have lost so much more by now.

On the plus side, my collapse made me decide to drink and dye my hair xD. I look like I have candy floss on my head.

Girls... I'm thinking about revealing who I really am... But I'm nervous about doing so - y'know, about letting this world and my reality meet eachother. What d'you think?

4 comments:

  1. nonsense for sure. i've never taken laxatives before. i tend to overdo things so they scare me. you should post a photo of your hair. just putting it out there. i dunno. whatever floats your boat. the thing is, you can't really undo that. personally i like being secretive. but it's up to you. stay strong, darling.
    xoxo
    zette

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  2. It is quite scary the first time, but we are all here to support and encourage each other.
    Whatever you chose, its up to you completely :)

    Stay Strong <3

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  3. CANDY FLOSS!!! THATS SO COOL!!!
    It's really up to you and you need to weigh up the pros and cons of it.
    We are here to support and love you and we will do it no matter what xx

    stay strong you beautiful tall person xx

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  4. hang in there hun <3 <3

    candyfloss hair sounds AMAZiiiiNG! you should at least put up a picture of youre hair, whether you fully reveal who you are is completly up to you :)

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