Thursday, 23 June 2011


The head coach at gymnastics (where I coach) told me that I lost weight. When I said thank you, she said "no that's not good, because you've gained fat and lost muscle". She asked me what I'd been eating, and I told her. She's put me on a diet, and told me I have to exercise.

50 situps last night to kick start everything. And today I have had half a cup of slim a soup.

This is the beginning of a new era, I won't let myself down. More importantly, I won't let you down.

I've been checking up my stats, and this month I've had over a thousand views so far. This is going to be my motivation. Every time someone looks at my blog, they need to see that I'm doing well, getting thin.

As soon as I get internet back at my house, I'm going to start posting weekly Vlogs.

It doesn't matter what you think you can achieve you fat bitch. I'm going to make you achieve it. I'm taking over your mind, slowly but surely. I WILL make you thin.


  1. I'm glad you feel motivated about it. And I agree , this is a new era, for us to get thin and look amazing!!

    You and me and all of us can do it :)

    Good luck

  2. Wow your gym coach just told you straight up.
    I am glad you are more motivated!!

    You can do it

  3. Woah, your head coach sounds kinda scary!! But she's obviously wants you to bit fit.
    I'm glad you're feeling so motivated. It's really nice to read that.
    I look forward to your future vlogs! That'll be great.

  4. I've just discovered your blog through googling and I honestly think you're beautiful.
    Back then, I've had an eating disorder and still think that I haven't gotten over it. When someone tells me I look okay I never believe them. I hate the fact that I'm always hating myself.

    We're in this together. :]


  5. Firstly wow!! i cant believe you live in london!!!! im a londoner myself and its hard for me to find UK bloggers up on here let alone london ones so that's awesome, definitely following you :) :) also well done for the weight loss so far ;) xxx please follow me

  6. I'm a London based blogger. :)

    Gymnastics is brilliant, I love it. I'm freakishly bendy.

    I am injured atm so I'm limited as to what I can do, and I'm on bloomin' bed rest which really pisses me off, so I do what I call "ad break suicides" which basically means whenever there's an ad break I get down on the floor and do 100 crunches or sit ups. It fucking hurts when I laugh now but it's already making a difference.




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