I thought I could try recovering and losing weight at the same time, but I knew that wasn't so. Cause my mind still ticks in overtime.
Total calories have all been less than 1000. And after exercise, net calories have all been below 650.
This isn't healthy. But my bones have started to pop out. I won't stop.
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Recovery is just as hard as the ED itself. Because a huge part of you loves the ED. It loves the bones. It relies on the ED because it thinks that its the only way.
ReplyDeleteBut another part of you, a bigger part knows what to do. It is strong enough to combat this ED, which is fighting for its life. But it's gotta lose eventually. Either the ED loses, or you do. And its all up to you.