Why get your hopes up if they're just to be dashed
back down through the ground again and again?
Why dare to care if it's just
thrown back in your face again and again?
Starve, binge, eat or purge. It doesn't matter really.
What a vicious circle.
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i hope you get out of the cycle, and recover like you want to, if you do. hopes are a very interesting thing. on one side they encourage you to do something, on the other, when youre disappointed, its all the worse. <3 good luck.
ReplyDeletehey, this is 'breezy' from someday perfection. this is my new profile, and the link to my new blog is http://lighterthan.blogspot.com/
ReplyDeletei'm sorry you're feeling the way you do--but believe me, it does matter. everything we're doing, we do for a reason. that's just human nature. we do things because either they have a payoff to us or so someone we love. so everything you do matters to someone. i don't know what sort of place you're in right now, as i just found my way here, but i'm about to read through the rest of your blog.
i'm here for you if you ever need to talk, lovely. <3 stay beautiful.