Yesterday wasn't one of my best days. Rain managed to stop me from taking all 15 of my sleeping pills with a bottle of vodka - I got as fat as 2 pills and half of the bottle.
At least someone was there for me.
Yet I still don't think I want to wake up. I used to be the one who believed in the "one day at a time" philosophy, but really the hardest part of each day is having to wake up. I don't like waking up, because its having to face a new day. And I'm only going to have to do it over and over again.
i feel ya. hang in there... things will work out. stay strong!
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like sunflower said try and hang in there, it will get better, xo.
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