Long time no post...

Hey Girlies, sorry it's been so long since I last posted. Things have been a bit all over the place. On Friday the 13th one of my friends passed away, and it's all just been one big whirlwind from there. I've been working extra days at gymnastics because of a competition that was yesterday, and it's all been a bit too much tbh. Today I just couldn't bring myself to get out of bed. Prince was a one of a kind guy... one of those that are just always there, and a place isn't the same without them. He was only 16. He should still be alive.

Enough of my self pitying writings anyhow, I'll update you on the current weight situation. I've lost 4lbs, but I'm on my period atm so I dunno if that can be accurate. I hope it turns out I've lost more otherwise I'll be so annoyed. 4lbs in however many weeks its been really isn't good enough. I think I'll fast today - I'm not at college so I may as well do something useful!

I have a new motivator for losing weight now, and he comes in the form of a new boyfriend. Stuff between us is moving kinda quickly (I don't particularly mind), and I don't want him to see me as a fat blob. Plus the fact that he pulls me to sit on his lap a lot; I want to be able to relax and not worry about whether or not I'm squashing him. Gosh. 

Ah sorry I'm not in the mood to write much today :( I just feel drained. I'm going to surf all of your blogs, then probably head out to buy some clothes for Prince's funeral. Plan for today: Maximal output, minimal input.

Think thin girlies, and remember it's a case of mind over matter! If you think about it long enough, you won't eat it! Next time you want to put that food in your mouth, count to 100. By the time you get there, you'll have convinced yourself otherwise!

Hazel.