Well today I've had around 300 calories, and I'm stoked.
But my boyfriend has just revealed to me that he still doesn't trust me, and he doesn't want me to talk to my best friend Seamus anymore because he gets jealous.
I told him where to go. I told him it's not going to happen. But I don't want to lose him.
I'm fed up of waking up every day and being constantly reminded of what I've done wrong. I'm fed up of constantly wondering how I can fix it, or how I can make it up to him.
I don't think that he should be making you feel like this, you should tell him how you feel. Let him know. Otherwise he is going to keep pushing you down, and you do not deserve that, not at all. *Hug*
ReplyDeletea boy who makes you choose between your best friend and him.. is not worth it. it may seem like it at first, like you may love him, but itll be your best friend who is there to pick up the pieces when he hurts you... (L)
ReplyDeletehe should not make you choose between you and your bestfriend. if he really loves you, he should trust you.
ReplyDeletea race it is then!
first one to 130lbs wins??
although i have a feeling you'll win, because i signed on to see you've had a successful day when all i've done today is eat. but its still game on!!!
we should do this untill we're at our goal weights (only if you want) :)xx
you gotta understand where he is coming from but at the same time maybe you just need to tell him straight something along the lines of
ReplyDelete"that is in the past it was on of my biggest regrets when i thought i was going to loose you i couldnt bare it i realised how muchi love you and i could never risk it again but he is my friend so you have to trust me "