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Friday 28 May 2010

Mmh.

Firstly: Ariana m'dear, it's still not fixed!

Okay, well I'm kinda swinging between 136lbs and 137lbs. Though I've been asked by quite a few if I've lost weight. I really haven't though. I'm the same and the same and the same and the same. I detest it with a passion.

Had a massive argument with the boyfriend yesterday. It's my fault y'see, because I always make him angry. The other week he had a fight with another boy and nearly got suspended because of me - I hate doing this to him. The thing is, yesterday we had a really bad argument again because I can't keep my mouth shut. He ended up punching through a glass window, and it hurt his hand a lot. I just hate the fact that I keep hurting him like this. After having cheated on him, to all of this... I just don't deserve him at all really.

4 comments:

  1. i think that you do deserve him.
    you deserve to be happy.

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  2. oi bum clearly he loves you and thinks you deserve him so stop putting your self down but maybes argue away from glass

    and :D well as of september ill b emoved out you coul dtotal come stay with me but dont worry ill have more gigs booked up by then :) so no topping ones self right
    even though some folk consider it when they are going to see aerosmith !!! :)

    love and hugs XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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  3. This time it's fixed.
    That boyfriend of yours worries me a little. If he's getting violent you should be questioning if HE is good enough for YOU. I've seen a lot of punching objects turn into black eyes. I don't mean to sound like a nag or anything. Just watch out for yourself. You don't need that kind of drama. <3

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  4. aw hun, you deserve him ,because you are such a lovely person. and he obvs loves you if he's still there, so just stay strong and you two'll find the balance again. if it was meant to be, it will work out hun. :)x

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