He's taking drugs again. 10 year old me would hide and try to make mummy and her little sister stop crying. 16 year old me is going to fucking kill him.
Wednesday 2 June 2010
Ha.
I remember once, when my dad was addicted to cocaine, he'd get angry. Once he got angry enough to put a gun to my mum's head. Once he got angry enough to throw 10 year old me across the kitchen, into our table and chairs. Then he got clean.
He's taking drugs again. 10 year old me would hide and try to make mummy and her little sister stop crying. 16 year old me is going to fucking kill him.
He's taking drugs again. 10 year old me would hide and try to make mummy and her little sister stop crying. 16 year old me is going to fucking kill him.
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i don't know what to say,
ReplyDeletei am so sorry.
i can't find the words.
sending hugs, though know it won't take the pain away. i'm sorry.
love, xo.
like helen, i have no words...both 10 and 16 year old you are brave. *hugs* xo
ReplyDeletei know. you care about him even though he does this to you, because he is your dad. he will always be your dad.
ReplyDeleteand like sunshine said, you are so brave.
do you have a friend you could stay with if you can't stay at home? i can see why you want to confront him, i would too if it were my dad, but take care ...you care cause he's your dad but that doesn't mean he can't and won't hurt you if drugs are involved. i wish i could be more help xoxo
ReplyDeleteyou sound like you have a plan lovely, how strong of you. no one deserve to have a chance to hurt you or your family xo
ReplyDeleteYou're so strong. If I was in situation...hell, I don't know what I'd do.
ReplyDeletei'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteyou're a brave one.
keep a strong heart.
xx
I'm so sorry, hun. Stay safe. We're all here for you. XOXO
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