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Sunday, 5 September 2010

Failure.

Breathe in and feel the emptiness expand - but it isn't emptiness, is it? Because you keep messing up. The pills aren't working because, somewhere along the line, you're doing too much.

There's so much on my mind and I don't know where to start. I was worried the pill had failed first time (and only) time I've slept with Jacob, but I had a period so that was fine right? Well the period was 1 and a half days of lightness. No problem, my periods are generally light. But now I'm retaining weight. Now my boobs are sore, nipples are darker, and mood swings greater.

I'm really worried. I'm not so sure what to do.

3 comments:

  1. *hugs* cause we all need them, xx

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  2. hang in there. ok?
    it is going to be alright.
    no matter what, it will be.
    believe me.

    all of my love and anything else you need.

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  3. Thank you for your comment :)
    It was hard for me to admit that, but I'm glad I did.

    Take a test, put your mind at ease
    *hugs* And I'm around if you want to talk.
    Looking forward to reading your blog :)

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