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Tuesday 29 March 2011

Pain

Hungry. Starving. Bleeding. Not caring.

I'm falling in and out of some form of consciousness... I can see everything around me but I've been phasing out long periods of time. It's not a great feeling.

And now I can recognise in my closest friend the depression which is threatening to overwhelm him. How do I turn him back, how can I make him see that he needs to get help whilst he still can? Hypocritical, I know.

These are just the hypocritical, selfish musings of yet another teenage girl. I'm just trying to keep him afloat, when I'm helplessly drowning myself.

Tonight I'll post some pictures of myself, y'all need to see the fat girl you seem to think the world of. I'm nothing amazing, and you need to know that.

Sorry to be wasting your time with this blog.

3 comments:

  1. i'm so sorryyy, stay safe hun <3

    i kno what it's like to try to help your friends when you cant even help yourself.

    you are amazing, and no one is wasting there time here. we all read your blog because we WANT to, no one is forcing us. we want to kno what you have to say and we want to make sure you're staying safe and that you're okay <3 <3

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  2. HELLO TALL PERSON!!!!

    I hope everything will be ok :)

    I automatically love anyone the same height as me to haha :) Whats you email? Lots of love your new follower glass_slippers

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  3. aww hun, i hope your friend gets better soon.

    i know what its like, i have a friend with bulimia, and i keep telling her to stop, and lying to her that i've stopped. i feel so hypocritical, but its not my fault. its not yours either, we're just looking out for those we care for.

    and stop that foolishness you! i've seen your pictures and you are gorgeous, sexy and definitly NOT FAT!!
    love you! xxxx

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