Okay, so we're staying in a hotel by the Lake District, and I currently have 12 mintues internet time remaining. I had to check facebook first ofc.
Today has been an absolutely shite day for eating. I've eaten too much.
* 1 and 3/4 slices of bread. 176 calories.
* Sweet Onion Chicken Teriyaki footlong sub. [I'm sorry ):] 500 calories?
* Caesar salad. 300 calories.
Total 976 calories.
That's actually disgustlyly disgraceful. What a pig. So what if it's under 1000 calories? It isn't under 700. But I haven't purged. I hate this - it's like now every time I eat, I'm taken over by the urge to run full pelt to the bathroom and hurl till I see blood escaping into the toilet bowl.
This isn't normal. But I'm beyond caring. All I know, is that I need to reach 125lbs by the end of this month. There's no scales here. I hate it.
Hazel.
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i cannot express in words how jealous i am that you are in the Lake District. Wordsworth sings to me.
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