Weighed in this morning at a lovely 128lbs :), and I found that there's a major difference between now, and when I was this weight the other week. I don't feel the desire to stuff myself with food, yet I don't feel the desire to starve. I just want to keep on restricting, keep on losing weight. Keep on taking ephedrine. Keep on taking laxatives when I really need them.
I have many conversations with people that know about my eating about "eating disorders". Apparently I have one. I don't think so, I just have control. Think about it, I know my eating isn't normal but I don't have anorexia nervosa, nor do I have bulimia nervosa, nor do I constantly compulsively overeat...
Just my musings :). Think thin ladies, and sorry for being so boring with my posts recently.
THINSPO NEXT POST!
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