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Wednesday 27 January 2010

Update.

I'm 131lbs. My uterus is vomiting blood. This morning I vomited due to too much weed on an empty stomach, the first time I've ever tried it.

I have a headache. I'm fat.

My best friend has told me I'm now too much for her to deal with, and has cut me from her life.

I'm going to be kicked out soon - if not I'll just leave. I can't take my mum's bullying anymore. 

And I still think that death would be a much easier escape. But I won't be weak: I'll be strong and thin, and show the world that no matter how many times they kick me down, I will defeat them.

1 comment:

  1. PLEASE DON'T DIE HAZEL.

    Please hold on. Just try. You are worth it. You are not fat.

    Your "friend" is an idiot. Real friends help each other when they need it.

    Do whatever you need to do to get out of the situation with your mom.

    Please don't give up.

    Love, Della

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